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Kate Crash, Catherine Hardwicke

Dirty Red (Love Me With Lies, #2)

Dirty Red (Love Me With Lies, #2) - Tarryn Fisher Leah is such grade-A bitch. And she knows it!“I can’t believe we did this,” Caleb says for the millionth time, looking down at her. “We made this.” Technically, I made this. It's convenient how men get to sign their names to these little creations without doing much more than having an orgasm and assembling a crib.Why is it that after everything she did, I want to root for her and give her a hug. Looks like her bitchiness is rubbing on me.Leah. Leah. Leah. Were it not for you, I would not have continued this. What for when last time I checked Olivia had her own happily ever after and Caleb with his. But you just had to resurface old scars and bring back wretched memories. So when you're left to your own devices:“How do I get him to come home?” “Get a new personality and learn to shut the fuck up.”Her perspective was really good. We finally saw what's behind the radiating little red head of hers. I know we were quick to judge that she was such a huge hypocrite, a liar, a freaking nuisance. Technically, she was all that. At least to her father, anyway. You see, this book alternates her from her Past and Present life so it's a really clear view of what she was to begin with. But all through out everything, I say I don't blame her for what she'd done. What's a good story without a little trouble?'I have done a number of things to keep this man. I have lied and cheated. I have been sexy and meek, fierce and vulnerable. I have been everything but myself.'Admittedly, I was also not much of a fan of Olivia from her own story but neither had I hated her nor liked her. Same goes for Leah. They badly had their moments. But I think I feel strong for this 'dirty red' here because she has serious issues to deal with. I don't even know where to start reciting her list of faults. And you have no idea how many times I want to smack her in the head for being so conceited and careless and selfish. But I still admire her because , of course, she knew that. Give her the time of the day but at the end of it all, she contemplates that what she did was wrong and she was trying. Goddammit, she's trying!Leah, you are not worthy of my sympathy because you are so cold-hearted but let me weep for you. I will take the time and really feel sorry for you because you deserved it. I didn't expect the truth. It frightens me. I open my mouth — force the words out.  “I thought you loved your husband.” She blows air through her nose. The action reminds me of an agitated horse. Her eyes rove from my shoes and land in disgust on my face. “I love yours too.”Clearly, she's not the only one's at fault here. I blame some parts of it to Caleb. They'd been together for 5 years now but he's still so hang-up over his ex. Who wouldn't feel like shit over this?!! I am emotionally inebriated. I don’t know whether to make him watch me slit my wrists or slit his and put an end to my misery.OH GOD! This series is seriously giving me heavy feels! This characters need to get their shit figured out or I'm gonna pull their heads up their asses! This guys really know how to exhaust their readers. Hopefully, Caleb would finally give us his verdict to which of the lucky ladies here he'll choose. xx